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Thursday, October 7, 2010

its all about the money~!!

well, now..
everything that happen is all about money.
even people buy relationship with money.

here, i wanna send my condolence,for my friend that had just lost her father.
may her father rest in peace.

everything just happen too fast.
what can we do if we have money?
can we buy time?

what can we do without money?
can we buy food, shelter?

tomorow..
there is an incentive dinner back in Kuantan,
but i am not going because i am having a competition during this weekend.
may all the debts they owe us, they clear it by one shot.
so that we won't chase them anymore..

in this situation, who is more embrassed?

the people who owe money or the people who chase money?
come on...

in my opinion, those who owe should be embrased..

because i do owe some one money.
so i am quite embrassed as well.
i am thinking ways to clear my debts but how supposed am i gonna pay if those who didn't pay me their debt~!!

life is not about money, but life just can't go on without money.

and life just cannot go on without you.

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

what i am doing?

i am totally getting crazy about money recently.
suddenly i am thinking of robbing banks,
then after that wishing of picking up money by the roadside,
or wondering when am i gonna get the kpt scholarship..

SHIT~!!

actually i am not that broke yet.
but looking at my wallet getting thinner is so heartbreaking.
thinking how to make it fatter again,
but its just vice versa, wallet getting fatter, then the one geting thinner is ME.
haha.

money money money.*scratching my head*
its not itchy.
i am just wondering how those people can handle their life in university if they don't have scholarship and doesn't ask help from their family?
well, working by themselves is certainly one of the answer.
other than that, i don't think the money will drop from the sky.
but, someone may thought the money is dropping on the roof of their houses.
keep asking money from home.

i am so sorry.
i really cannot do that.
it is so embrassing when you are 20 and you still wanna ask money from your mom.
and the most embrassed thing is...
you don't even appreciate it.
life in kl is so colourful.
full of entertainment and people that you want to spend money on.
think twice,thrice.
who gave you the money?
how hard they earn it?
why they rather wear such broken clothes?
while you are clubbing with your friends and spending their *blood-sweat*money.

i am not criticizing individually,
just look back on their hope on you.

myself is not from a rich family,
i am spending beyond my budget.
me too have to ask help from family as i am not working.
but, one day i will pay back to my family.
studying in university ain't that hard but it is not easy.
and this is personally.
getting a degree doesn't make your parents a degree holder.
its all yours.
so why they should spent so much money on you?
maybe they don't want you to pay back RM to them.
they just want you to remember them and crossing their fingers hoping you will success one day.

Sunday, September 19, 2010

bbq moment~~!!

let the pictures tell u wad we did~~!!



Saturday, September 4, 2010

holiday~

my first holiday after entering university.

but this holiday is full of assignment and tutorials.

but the holiday is started beautifully and happily.

haha.

dont know what will happen through the holiday.

no training.

no camps.

no worries.

just have to finish my assignment and be ready to enjoy my holiday~!!

but my assignments..

when can finish?

i have no idea...................

from kenegaraan,

to hubungan etnik,

to pl,

then kesihatan.

4 subjects out of 7 i took.

i am so good....

haha.enjoying my holidays in assignment.

and of course with my cure to my worries..

my apple of life..

haha.

don't worry, be happy~!!

HAPPY HOLIDAY~!!

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

不爽~!!!

其实吃不到是事小,

问题是我等了站在那里差不多15分钟~

他没有理我~

然后等到我了~

他竟然跟我说没有了~~!!

气死我了~~~!!!

然后我直接去买别的东西吃了~

但是吃不到就是不爽~

Sunday, August 15, 2010

Love the way you lie

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

[Eminem]
I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now it's a steel knife in my windpipe
I can't breathe but I still fight while I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right it's like I'm in flight
High off of love, drunk from my hate,
It's like I'm huffing paint and I love it the more I suffer, I suffocate
And right before I'm about to drown, she resuscitates me
She fucking hates me and I love it.
Wait! Where you going?
"I'm leaving you"
No you ain't. Come back we're running right back.
Here we go again
It's so insane cause when it's going good, it's going great
I'm Superman with the wind at his back, she's Lois Lane
But when it's bad it's awful, I feel so ashamed I snapped
Who's that dude? I don't even know his name
I laid hands on her, I'll never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength

[Chorus - Rihanna:]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

[Eminem]
You ever love somebody so much you can barely breathe
When you're with 'em
You meet and neither one of you even knows what hit 'em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah, them those chills you used to get 'em
Now you're getting fucking sick of looking at 'em
You swore you'd never hit 'em; never do nothing to hurt 'em
Now you're in each other's face spewing venom in your words when you spit them
You push pull each other's hair, scratch claw hit 'em
Throw 'em down pin 'em
So lost in the moments when you're in them
It's the rage that took over it controls you both
So they say you're best to go your separate ways
Guess if they don't know you 'cause today that was yesterday
Yesterday is over, it's a different day
Sound like broken records playing over but you promised her
Next time you show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no Nintendo game
But you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave out the window
I guess that's why they call it window pane

[Chorus - Rihanna:]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

[Eminem]
Now I know we said things, did things that we didn't mean
And we fall back into the same patterns, same routine
But your temper's just as bad as mine is
You're the same as me
But when it comes to love you're just as blinded
Baby, please come back
It wasn't you, baby it was me
Maybe our relationship isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is I love you too much to walk away though
Come inside, pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity in my voice when I talk
I told you this is my fault
Look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed, I'll aim my fist at the drywall
Next time. There won't be no next time
I apologize even though I know its lies
I'm tired of the games I just want her back
I know I'm a liar
If she ever tries to fucking leave again
Im'a tie her to the bed and set this house on fire
I'm just gonna

[Chorus - Rihanna:]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

i dont want to miss a thing.

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure

Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing

Lying close to you feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes
And thank God we're together
I just want to stay with you in this moment forever
Forever and ever

Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing

I don't want to miss one smile
I don't want to miss one kiss
I just want to be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just want to hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing

Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
I don't want to miss a thing

Saturday, August 14, 2010

resident evil:afterlife



i know this girl.

she is the vampire killer and the one who had been cloned thousands time to kill herself in the last resident evil~

haha~

i remembered the last time i watched resident evil was with my team mates during pasir gudang open in johor few years ago.

i cannot remember how many of us fitting in a king size bed watching this movie using laptop.

haha~

that night was amazing.

with vampires and blood throughout the night,

it definitely becomes our topic for the coming few days~

haha~

so this resident evil:afterlife

must be a must watch movie for us and some more this is in 3d~~~!!!!

omg..

can u imagine vampire alive walking in front of you?

sure you cannot miss it~~!!!

everything will be fine~

i dont need anything,

just a simple hug from you.

i dont need money,

just need some compliment from you.

i am not scared of problems,

the only thing i am scared is you not being by my side.


"Bleeding Love"

Closed off from love
I didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you're frozen

But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone's looking round
Thinking I'm going crazy

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling

But nothing's greater than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I'm going crazy, maybe, maybe

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

And it's draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I'll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see

I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love

Monday, July 26, 2010

心里话?

问看自己心里在说什么~~~

它说,
你要勇敢。
要学会面对世界所有的问题
学会放下
学会跌倒过后自己会起来。
但是
知道吗?
世界上哪有这么完美的事?
完美的定义在哪里?
什么是完美?
拥有钱财是完美?
美好的家庭是完美?
事业顶峰?
还是简单的吃的饱穿的暖?
每做一件事,不要忘了我们是从哪里开始
更不能忘记我们可能会伤害到你最爱的人.

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

so long no write blog le~~

because got some one say i so long no write blog le~~

so i terasa lo~~

then now come back and write le~~

haha~~

i use simple english ma..

so everyone can understand~~

----------------------

this saturday~~

i am leaving for my university life~

dont know wad is waiting for me~

but i am ready for any possibility~

recently~~~

so many things happened~

1) OMG~~We are the sukma champion~~!!

2) university life is waiting for me~~~

3) totally in love with world cup~~haha~~

4) got my beloved car and phone~

5) and i am still me~~

nothing change that much actually~

the earth is still going around the sun~

we still need to breath

and i am getting fatter too~

haha~

coz feel so happy at home, at the same time happy = eat~

haha~

tats why~~

heiheihei~~

i dont know when got ppl noticed i already updated my blog~

but~~

please let me know o~

so i can continue write~

hehe~

especially leefang lo~~

sayang u so much~~

muackx~~!!

haha~~ wanna go see ur blog now~~^^

Thursday, April 15, 2010

last day in thailand

well~~buka mata tutup mata~
its the last day we will in thailand~
tmr we all all going home.
haha
so fast two weeks already passed.
erm.......................

going back have to face so many problems.

why ending something is so difficult?

just let us finish our last sem and we will never see u guys again.
thats all..
izit so hard?
why are you asking so much from us?

i know i am good but nit that good..
(erm...wad am i talking now?)
i mean i can not fulfill ur wishes~
all ur wishes..

teacher, come on...
dont do this to me..
juz accept wad we hav here and let us pass this without too much difficulty..
i am having too much now and will have more in the future~
i dont need any now...
so please~
i am begging u..
please..............

dont give us so much trouble when i am back..ok?

then i will do my best to make u proud in front of ur pig and dogs friends.....

Sunday, April 4, 2010

vs thailand 2(usa-sannok)

对泰国~
输了!!!
但是输到应该啦~哈哈~
其实有想过要打好来~
真的很想赢,一场也好~
但是不可能啦~
哈哈~


我做很多失误咯~
接发球超差的~
应该有飞了三粒吧?
天啊~
那一刻超恨自己的~
一传啊一传~
你怎么那么差啊?


但是也有好的东西啦~
有救到球咯~
哈哈~
有反功~
但是还是被打死了~
哈哈~有取悦到观众咯~
哈哈~

Saturday, April 3, 2010

A new mE!!!

虽然已经不是第一次来泰国宾比赛了~
但是还是很紧张~
但是这一次很好因为有郭和露有跟来~
所以很好玩~
不象上次只有我和茜两个傻傻的~
什么都不知道~
哈哈~
最近生活上有很多变化~

1) 单身了?
2) 生病了?
3) 受伤了?
4) 考试成绩烂到透顶?
5) 又开始打沙排了?
6) 又来泰国了~

大概就是这样吧?
但是超过一个就是plural了啊~
哈哈~
所谓我不入地狱,谁入地狱啊?

Thursday, April 1, 2010

I'll wait for you~

我会等你~
不管你说什么?
我只是觉得我们都等彼此这么久了~
现在才放弃~
我觉得对不起我自己~
我不能骗自己说我不爱你了~
再加上~我们分开不是因为不爱对方~
但是我真的希望你会想清楚再给我个确定的答案~
我没有放弃~
希望你也不会放弃我~
因为我真的爱你~
就是这样~~~
哈哈~人生真的很短暂~
可能去一去就不会回来~
也可能~很多可能~

Wednesday, March 31, 2010

今天晚上要去泰国了~

今天晚上十点晚上的巴士去泰国咯~
其实依我现在的健康状态来讲~
其实不是很适合~
但是我还是要去~
会不会很'牛'??
不会啦~哈哈~
都到这种地步了~
撑下去吧~
应该没有东西的~
哈哈~
+++++++UUUUUUUU咯~
哈咯~~有人吗????

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Keep bleeding, keep keep bleeding in LOVE

First of all~
Lee fang, i am not moody, ok?
haha~

Just everything comes too fast and there is no space for me to hide,
so i have to sing it out loud!!!!
HAHA~
Do you have any idea i am talking?
Halo~~~~~~~
haha~

I am bleeding in love~
Waiting you come back to love me or my broken heart will never glue back again~
Eih....
Don't misunderstand o~
I think some one may know who I mention~
Haha~
Can I keep it as a secret?
I will never be with some one else except him~
No more clue o~haha~
Don't ask me anymore~
I have to go lap the blood on the floor le~[bleeding love ma]
Hahahahahaha~

Thursday, March 4, 2010

Birthday Post~~

Well, weekend is coming and so do my birthday~~
Haha~
Being here with my friends is also a happiness~
Here, wish myself HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

Sunday, February 14, 2010

新年特辑

这里要祝福大家新年快乐~情人节快乐~
我这一刻是快乐的~
因为发呆也是一种福气~毕竟就是无忧无虑的代表嘛~
所以闷了一些也是值得~
想念一个人也是福气~
更何况你是被想念那一个呢?
人啊~总是不知福,也不知足~
所谓知足人活的开心,最少比那些不直足的开心~
所以今年农历新年开始,要学会活的知足~
但是求上进是另一回事~
哈哈~
谁不想有稳定的收入,家庭呢?
但是世界得事情总不能每次都如你所愿~
只要有过就可以了~
不在乎天长地久,只在乎曾经拥有只对了一半~
另一半就是人永远都不会知足~
天长地久也是我们永远到不了的地方~~

Saturday, February 6, 2010

saturday~~

hot hot and hot hot d satuday~~
but the best thing is we have air-cond in room o~~haha~dun jeles ya?
but now i am learning how to use flash downstairs~no air-cond~~
hehe~nvm~faster finish project better~no nid worry during cny~hehe~
so faz wan cny le~but during holiday still wan to go training~bored~
when all of this wil end?
so bored liao~
training~training~training~
20 years old le but never went out and saw anything new~
everything is limited to volleyball~
sienz~~~~~~@.@
everything is about volleyball~
hahahahahahahaha~~
everyone!! cheer for ur life!!
being grateful that u r still breathing now~
no 2nd life~live ur life~~

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

短暂的假期

在家只是四天又好又不好~
说休息其实也很累~
说很累但是又在家?
矛盾矛盾~~~
但是无论如何回到家都是好得比坏的多~
有的吃好料~玩电脑~看电视~
哈哈哈哈~
在家长久的感觉会是怎样的?
但是也会闷呆了吧?
不要紧~
这三天过得很愉快~
希望新年的假期快点来~
ps----买了很多东西~
哈哈~我回来咯~~^^

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

下雨了~

好象很久没有看到雨了诶~
所以今天下雨还真的有吓到~
哇~~~~终于下雨了诶~~~
哈哈~
今晚应该很好睡吧?
虽然平时都是睡到个猪一样~
哈哈~
今天还给朋友们在我老师面前说我是猪~
放学回到房就是睡~晚上上完课回到房也是睡~哈哈~
但是好象怎样都睡不够的感觉~

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

今天下午终于有点练到的感觉~
虽然膝盖很痛~
但是还是要练吧?><
不然回到去集训就要受苦了~
所以宁愿现在痛下~下次就不会那么辛苦了~~~
谢春华~
加油!!!
要进大学了~
心情也开始复杂了~
不知道要选什么科~~~~~~~

Monday, January 18, 2010

University fever is here!!

At last feel nervous of choosing course in university~haha~
Feels like everyone is so concern about wad is their future and start to get nervous~
2moro upm de ppl will cum and giv us d speech~
so prepare all d questions and be ready with all the weapons~!
haha~
wad course i wan 2 take???
headache~~~~~~~~~

Friday, January 15, 2010

明天要出街咯!!

终于有的出去买过年衣了~哈哈~
不然一点过年的气氛都没有~
明天应该一大早就出了吧?
毕竟早出早回比较安全~
刚才算了花费,应该要正三百多块哦~
好象会浪费很多钱哦~~
但是一年一次无所谓啦~
这个时候就会想到要别人帮你付钱~
哈哈~
想的美~
但是不要紧,毕竟这些钱都是打球拿回来的~
都是要花的~想开点~不要斗鸡眼~哈哈~
期待名天的到来~^^

PS--我的AUG的SIJIL其实拿了的吗?
忘了~真善忘~~~如果拿了,忘了放那里了~
最近一直不见东西~要多注意了~HAIZ.................

Sunday, January 10, 2010

开学咯~~

开学一个星期了~
终于可以回去普通的生活了
听说他们的三年计划不成功了哦~
真替他们伤心~

开学了~
又要开始做功课~
好懒哦~
哈哈~
有的读就快快读了~
上大学就要进入别的生活了~
现在有的轻松就轻松先吧~~
哈哈
~又不知道要选什么科目~
好苦恼~~~~~~
老师又开始问~
都不懂要怎样答~
但是不要紧啦~
顺其自然就好~~~
一切顺心~~~~~
但愿如此~
不写了~
现在脚开始风湿了~
老人家的病~哈哈~最近脚都好痛~
好懒去管哦~哈哈~